maybe
this is
how
its supposed
to be.
maybe
happy endings
were never
for me.
maybe
a life
with pain
and no gain
is the life
i'm living
and will live
when
he finally
admits to himself
that he
loves me no more
when he
realises
i'm a no-good bore
when he
decides
I've had enough
of her cries
I've had enough
of her brown eyes
i can't deal
with what she is
i can't deal
with how
i give her bliss
she's a needy *****
who only wants attention
which is why
her arms
are full
of lines
and on her thigh
is my name
and i was stupid
to do the same
once
because
she cared for me
when no one else
dared to
she loved me
and i thought
if she thinks
i love her
i'll get between her legs
and tell
all my friends
i got in
the impossible
and then
i'll leave her
on the floor
face down
and trample
on the heart
she put
on the pavement
for me to look after
because
she trusts me
because
she thinks
i'll never hurt her
intentionally
yet
why does it hurt
so much
why don't you
want to talk to me
why don't you
text me
when you said
you would
why don't you ask to
see me anymore
why don't you
why.