I'll try my best

but

what if

I don't ever look like those photos

that you like to repost so much?


I see them

and

my insides

begin to rot



and my

insides

are all

I've got



will you see me

and then

hate me

for not being so

flawless


Will you abandon me?

let the rot

that is inside me

seethe out?



I think

I want

to

decay