I'm looking into an abyss
With all the lights off
And I can see only you
At the end of this tunnel
But why?
I can't have you
I know
You love another man or so I think
Because I'm basing off of assumptions
That I made at 4 AM
Yet a part of me keeps telling me
to move on
I guess I'm stubborn
Always thinking about whether or not
These texts have meaning
Probably not, probably just falling for
pain and regret
Too scared to make a move
Too confident to give up
It's almost like a paradox  
Of lies and truths mixed into one
And it says I can't have you

The abyss just got deeper.