For a long time, I hated you.  I hated you for not loving me like I loved you.  I hated you for making me stand by and watch you with her. I hated you.

Then I let you go.  I let you go because I needed to move on.  I let you go because I didn't like who I was when I was with you.  I let you go because I couldn't take it anymore.

Then you came back.  I still hate you.  I hate you for being selfish.  I hate you for making me question how much I have changed since you left.  I hate you for making me miss you again.

I'm waiting to be indifferent.