"always wanting to be touched.” “Please make me feel beautiful. I’m begging you.” He choked me. Killed some part of my torso. It was important, what ever it was. Because now everything is different. I’m so sad. I can’t breathe. How am I supposed to breathe with a broken torso?” I’m not. I can’t. I won’t. I just want to hold your hand while giving you a black eye.