If I was strong enough to hold you I'm not sure that I would I think I'd use my strength and pack my bags and get the hell out of this place
I'm scared of your sad eyes what if they leak in public?
Im scared of what's in your mind I know I cant understand it
If I was patient enough to comfort you I'm not sure that I would I think I'd leave you in your bed and go jumping in the rain
I'm afraid I'll see your demons and won't put up a convincing fight
I'm afraid I'll wear away if I lay by you all night
If I was wise enough to fix you well Im not sure anyone could But worst of all I don't think I'd try I'm afraid of you thats all
So I'll stare from a distance It'll all get better soon
I went through a period of anxiety and depression, and I noticed that those around me became afraid of me. They seemed to think any word of my mental health would send me into a spiral. However, the harshest critic was myself. It took a long time to understand and give myself sympathy for what I was going through.