My daughter stomps on the bubble wrap from the box my books came in and it is loud, like gunshots and my son doesn't like the noise and neither do I but I let her do it because it makes her happy and it's over so fast we can forget and move on we're running late anyway and in a rush to get in the car and when we are safely inside and moving I ask them if they know why May 4 is important and they do not so I ask if they have heard of Kent State and they have not, so I tell them of the war in Vietnam and the protests across America and the one in Ohio that drew the national guard to a college campus and the shots that rang out and the four students shot dead and my children don't say anything so I say they need to remember Kent State so maybe it won't happen again and my son says that it will happen and he seems sure of it but calm and soon I'm dropping him off at his high school and then my daughter at her elementary school where active shooter drills are common enough to be boring and angry young men everywhere keep guns at the ready for their special purpose on a day maybe determined but not yet revealed as the birds sing and the sun shines and the world goes around and around and around like it does with nothing new to say