The apologies get old
The more you say it
The less that it holds
So eventually it’s not
Personal to just let go

Who deserves your worse?
When you’ve been given best
I feel pity on how you’re a mess
But it doesn’t excuse everything
I know you’re not that stupid

Stay away this time
I mean you no harm
But I’m thinking of me
Not failing, but I quit
You are just too toxic

We have all been victims
Of feeling used and lied to
So why would one agree
To friendships tormented
Brought down to that degree?

Used to have a lot
Of people I’d trust
But I’d rather stand
As me, my one army
As strong as I need

Don’t come back this time
It will only be a next war
And I’m thinking of me
Never failing, but I quit
Because you’re too toxic

We all need help sometimes
But you take others for a ride
That drama was for our best?
You’re just looking out for us
Ha, manipulation at it’s finest

Goodbye my old “friends”
So long to once “lovers”
You live and I will live; me
With more common sense
No victim, nothing poisonous

I’m clean

I see I shouldn’t play
With danger; instead
Go on, learn my lesson on
What is wrong in sight
And too toxic to my life