Now I'm going to have to have to get you out of my mind.
Simply breaking down every single line ,that was said.
I need to believe that every word was true.
That every word was said, because of you.
Its true, I crave you.
But I wont run after you.
I don't want to reminisce anymore about the good days, but only of the bad days.
That will convince me.
I will no longer give chances.
I will not sacrifice my life and time, and brains to a person who doesn't give a shit about me!
Even if you are super convincing.
So I rather suffer and choose to stay alone and die.
Listen to my own silent cries.
Have my solitary meals.
Drink my beers with my peers.
And get high all night.
Till the sun rise, because I am not broken down.
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