I'm tired of all of it

Tired of giving people advice and not having it when i need it.

See the most frustrating part of being tired is that you never really are,

maybe mentally but not physically,

insomnia lurks out of nowhere,

one day your active and happy,

and the next you struggle to find comfort in your friends,

your family,

your peers,

and your bed,

I'm tired of screaming when I know no one can hear,

I feel like I'm trapped in this box,

someone please let me out,

I just want to sleep all day and all night,

but I cant my mind won't let me