you kept your face under a white coat afraid to reveal yourself in fear of me despising you while i fell for the true you until now, without a face mature with probable heartbreaks I'll admire you from afar without feeling no sympathy you're destined inside a cave you came out as I did anticipate I couldn't pinge you with a code we could not get any farther you still refused with a hidden intention that coincides with my morbid gut a delayed medication that could've come from you I'll hide in anonymity because you're hard to please in your hard-to-reach place you'll find me dead and gone in lost time and space