I laugh yet I don’t know what you said. I catch myself staring at nothing While you echo in my ear softly. “ are you ok?” ... I reply with a smile and a chuckle that I practice every night. “ yes” “ daydreaming” But I lie. I lie all the time. I don’t dream not even at night, the thoughts keep me up. But how could you know; how on earth would I even be able to talk to you. It’s ok. I’m strong, I’ll be fine. Yours truly, . . .
This is how my depression feels , I’m not able to talk to some ppl because they will not understand. But I’m getting better in my eyes