Apr 2018
Heard a thousand times, but did you ever feel?
Times when you are immensely happy are always followed by an ordeal.
You're not ready to grow up but you don't have a choice.
When you're calling out for people, screaming their names but all you hear is your own voice.
Have you ever cried so much in life that your eyes went out of tears?
Did you have to let go of the person you've been addicted to for years?
Did you ever have a million friends and still feel lonely?
Have you ever been to your only home and still did not feel homely?
Have you ever been so shocked at something, it shook your entire world?
Like you were flying up in the sky and down to the ground you've been hurled?
Did you ever go without smiling for months together?
And started wondering if it'll stay like that forever?
Have you ever loved and hated someone extremely and simultaneously?
Like you know you'll cry looking at it but you reach for their photo spontaneously.
Did you ever want to scream and shout but not say a word?
Like you want to speak up all about it but not want to be heard?
Did you ever just lay in bed till 5:00 am trying to fall asleep?
Like you've tried all you can but nothing soothes your heart because the wound is too deep?
Times when you are immensely happy are always followed by an ordeal.
You're not ready to grow up but you don't have a choice.
When you're calling out for people, screaming their names but all you hear is your own voice.
Have you ever cried so much in life that your eyes went out of tears?
Did you have to let go of the person you've been addicted to for years?
Did you ever have a million friends and still feel lonely?
Have you ever been to your only home and still did not feel homely?
Have you ever been so shocked at something, it shook your entire world?
Like you were flying up in the sky and down to the ground you've been hurled?
Did you ever go without smiling for months together?
And started wondering if it'll stay like that forever?
Have you ever loved and hated someone extremely and simultaneously?
Like you know you'll cry looking at it but you reach for their photo spontaneously.
Did you ever want to scream and shout but not say a word?
Like you want to speak up all about it but not want to be heard?
Did you ever just lay in bed till 5:00 am trying to fall asleep?
Like you've tried all you can but nothing soothes your heart because the wound is too deep?
To all those people who can relate with this, I've been there too ! I got out of it and you will too. One day, you will also be smiling and laughing and telling people about how sad you were and then it wont even matter.
It'll be over before you know it, don't lose hope, stay strong and I promise you the problem will turn itself around and will walk back to where it came from. You'll be free again. Be patient, and relax!
It'll be over before you know it, don't lose hope, stay strong and I promise you the problem will turn itself around and will walk back to where it came from. You'll be free again. Be patient, and relax!
