i made you flowers, the prettiest you've seen red and yellow, blue, purple and green made from paper and glue because they reminded me of you mama put my teddy bear next to your arm because he will keep you safe and warm i wanted to send my night light, in case you were scared mama said that it was the thought, that she knew i cared but grandma would find a light brighter than what i had and i couldn't help the tears that came because i felt so sad i thought you'd always be there this isn't right and it isn't fair oh grandma, why did you have to go? you won't get to see me grow but i will carry you in my heart whisper my secrets in the dark because i know you'll be watching over me and when i'm sitting beneath this old tree beside your grave, i don't cry it's not my place to question why but this isn't where you rest and just remember i love you best