it’s 3AM and your heart feels like a gear that slipped the track. Or the sunshine smells like honeysuckle and its the most perfect day of the year but the knuckles of winter close on your throat.
This is not a new story. Some women can’t find a good man. The intellectuals, the homely homebound finding nothing but silences, theirs and that of God (or someone that goes by His name)
Anyway, He’s not on the other line, your prayers spread like ripples, skimming, only reaching the surface. Some women are cursed by Eve and her ****** want to know, you know?
No. Eve was a ***** or a saint, nothing more, not a woman with a real ribcage housing a real blood heart. Some women can’t find a good man, but she had two and chose neither and that is her curse.
She found herself naked and embarrassed and Adam was a fool with nothing to say and she was embarrassed by him too. When lo, the angel of God cursed her ***** from which she birthed ****** and cowardice.
Some women can’t find a good man and nights seem like the barrens of Eden with fruits that birth flies and rot on the vines. Remember, sister, our mother who from out of Adam was born then cursed to his side.