Third time tonight on the bathroom floor. Shaking in fear and pain. A burning body. Sweat pouring out with silent tears. Temperature rising higher and higher. Can't scream, can't cry; can only breathe shallowly from dry lips. Left on cold tiles, praying for everything to be over. No one to save me only left in my despair, my hatred, my misery. Too scared to die too weak to live. I can't move. I'm stuck here to suffer. Alone on the bathroom floor.