Grrr.... Im furious... Im mad as f**k... Tired of it all... Im tired of crying... Tired of pain... They say im suicidal... Im not... Im mad... I just want to get up and leave.... Get rid of me... Hate me like i hate you... You say you trust me... You dont... I give it all... And you leave me in pain... They think im mad at you.... I mad at myself.... I hate myself... I hate everything about me... They try to bring me down... But they only make me mad... It makes me furious... It fills me with... Hate...