I’ve never tried so hard but yet failed so bad life’s keeps pullin me down and I just weep and gasp. I’m struggling with things that seemed so bright seem so hard now to keep up with. I’m praying daily hoping for an answer but intil then I’m still dancing all alone with no one there but me and my silent phone. I miss those days where I was around. I miss those days when I was inspired but I’m in those days where I’ve lost the fire. My life is in the dark but hopefully Jesus will make this just a walk in the park. I’m still in love it won’t ever falter. Just heartbroken and sad something that can be altered.