I am lost!
I am lost like a cub who is nowhere to be found in the wild
Like a bird that cannot find her nest in the mild
Like a mother who lost her newborn child
No place to be, I can’t find myself anywhere
Not at home, not in me ….. No where
I feel that I am bared, not physically yet emotionally
Some cold can shake me and little wind can break me
I can no longer resist.
My soul is hollow; the emptiness grows day by day
My heart is in sorrow, the redness has changed to grey
I am unable to feel or dream or think optimistically
I am incapable to love, help or smile truly
Not a bit makes my day nor light my way
I believe I have reached the end of the road
Is it life who managed to destroy me, or is it faith who demolished every beauty I used to have?
I lost the glow that kept me alive, and the hope to face the non-right
I am lost indeed, lost in a place that have no sun rise