Her sad eyes look up at me with longing A wanting for something I have An opportunity I seized and one she missed A chance to do better has never been more needed She’s jealous And it's hurting me
It’s so hard not to stare As you know she is looking at you Begging And hating you for what you have Hating you for your talents Hating you for your friends Hating you for the things she doesn’t have
What she doesn’t know Is she is also hating me for my hard work My well earned opportunities My time My money That has all been spent in creating this life for myself She doesn’t have a right to be jealous She doesn’t get to do this to me
My success is my fault I shouldn’t be hated for it I shouldn't be ridiculed for it I shouldn’t have to deal with someone being angry at me For something that they didn’t get
She’s only seeing the good She only sees what i have that is valuable She isn’t seeing what it took to get me here What it will take to get me further How hard I have worked for something like this.
Jealousy is a painful experience It’s one we all know of But we shall be patient
I’ve been jealous of her I’ve been jealous of others for a long time It’s my turn to have something unique for me It's my turn to have something i want