When people say something like “hey i saw your wife” all i can do is nod and smile
Because yea you’re still my wife and you will be for a while
But its not the same as even just a few months ago
Not like it at all before you delivered that fatal blow
My eyes used to light up and id get a huge smile
Now all that they see is regret and denial
I used to want for people to mention your name
But now all it does is bring me great shame