My eyes are bags of mucus hanging by cellophane membranes to my skull which is now structured like a wet sponge. My tummy protrudes out from the rest of my abdomen, a gelatinous layer hiding away a chiseled core which may be deteriorating into oblivion at this moment. The skin rests and hangs a little over the top of my leather belt which somehow manages to fit three loops in from the first hole. My neck hangs heavy like the ears of a sad elephant.