I don't know if you love me anymoreI'm trying to find pieces of you in every human that thinks they love me and I want to see feel and experience you. Only you! It's unfair on my personal growth, let me go.. Can you remain in the past where I no longer have to make reference to your existence in my life. Ever You hurting me, by doing nothing at all but claiming to love me and me alone. Do you know you've kept me sacred but damaged me in more ways than one. You've loved me past my own understanding but have failed to be there when even your mere silence and actual presence would be appreciated. God I love you more than anything in this world, I miss you but I don't think I ever want to see you again. Flourish, you deserve success to the core. You've silently motivated me and for that I'm truly grateful,let me attempt to move one step up the ladder and prove a point to myself.. I can make it, even without you lurking at the back of my mind cheering me on.