Your silence is slowing devouring my soul The pain in which I condone is slowly tearing my brain from its dome Yesterday, I reached my lowest point I put the gun to my dome but I said NO I gasped for air,cried and entered it to my soul The pain would end but it would only start to occur For my family and loved ones will suffer more I wonβt lie I canβt take it no more Although I came close I froze and thought of the days in which we were close so I CHOSE. Why be 6 feet below the floor in a storm of all dust when I can be a couple feet from my newest goal Enforcing love into my once called AMOR... God placed me in this earth to open doors And here I stand ready to throw bows for anyone that stand close You and I are like a hearts pulse We recklessly jump, however we produce love I know I closed the door but I beg you to let me in close Give me a chance to bring you a rose And every night before I doze kiss your lips while your cheek rubs my nose.