When I pleasure myself And I think of you You going hard and fast Being merciless My thighs begin to tremble I grasp at nothing I get louder My chest heaves And my back arches And im raking my nails down your back drawing blood And I think you like it And that it spurs you on Faster and harder And im trapped underneath you're body And our moans fill the air And I burst And im coming down And I rember that your not here That there was no *** And that it was all my imagination And I just sigh and go to sleep Wishing for something I can't have