H... the word I can't say because every time I try to say the word H... I stutter and stop because when I try to say it I can't even think my mouth goes numb from me getting to caught up in this stupid word
H... Hmph who needs it not me I don't need this pitiful word H... I never need it but I try to say it H... I just try... H... H... H... What is wrong with me.?

H... Is just a saying
H... Is just something you say to someone who's made you mad but you don't ever mean it...
H... Is something you would say to your parents when they won't let you go to a party or date a girl
H... Something I have to agree to disagree with it gets me every time

I will say I have to H... Something myself I totally do not like myself one bit
H... Is a strong word... But that's okay because we use it in everyday life H... I can't H... It right I can't H... A word I can't even say right...
Although I can't H... The word I can mildly dislike it
We can all go with out H...in life we all make mistakes some make more than others but it's not right to H... For the mistakes they have made

For all mistakes ive made people look to me and H... I can't stand them for the H... They give me it is hard to cope in a world of H..
For it makes use feel dark deep down hiding the H.. We feel for others I just.. I just... I just don't... I JUST CANT STAND THE FACT OF THIS WORD H... THE WORLD CAN TAKE MY H... AND PUT IT ASIDE

H... H... Why do we have to H... Why can't we just have peace and love why is H... The only thing we think about is the constant H..... we feel for this world yea I said it this world this world is filled with constant H... We as people are full of ourselves relying on H... To satisfy our lives

But as I stand here I try and try again to say the word i cannot udder H... H... H... H... Why can't i say it?  I AM STARTING TO FEEL H.... I AM JUst not okay with the H... I am feeling right now....
Oh I see what is happening I am feeling it the word the H... I feel from the word H... But I will walk on and leave that word alone for a bit..

Well that's a lie and I'm sorry I am trying to stop and get rid of all my H... For that STUPID WORD H... how do I stop it how do I say this stupid word how do I say H... I just want to say it only if it means saying it once how do I say H... I am starting to H... This word

Did I ever mention my problem with the dumb things people do? I just H... The stupid things they do... Oh yes now you probably think I H... People no I just H... The stupid things they do I H... It very much so I can't stand it at all and yes going back to this people H... The stupid things I do i can say I am different from the rest yes I may be dumb I may be annoying I may be me but that gives no one the right to H... Me for being who I am...

Its so dumb to live in a world that judges you for who you are I H... This place I ******* H... IT ******* IT WHY CANT I SAY IT H... H...  (ahhhhh) H... H... H...  I don't know what to do it kills me that I am the only one who can't say this word...

I am afraid of this word I can't stand to hear it so as I go on and on I live in fear that I may one day say the word and when that day comes I will run I don't know where but I will *** from the H... I see and as I run I will H... Myself for all my life I will never forgive myself for saying this word..

If we didn't have H... We would would all live in peace, if we didn't have H... We would have no war, we have to see H... In our lives or we will all not survive... As you see no one is truly happy... Not even me I am sometimes depressed but...

...but we can't live life with H... All our lives ... This word H... Means feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone or something). So as you see you you can H... But you just can't H... Something that loves you... Because of you h... The one who loves you, you just...
... You just Hate yourself...