I won’t eat
I will starve
I won’t talk but listen
I will cut but
I won’t let the pain show
I will wear black to hide it
I won’t make fuss of my crying
I will hide my tears
I won’t let them know of my pain
I will let then hurt me but
I won’t let them in
I will stand alone

Because in the end, I will use a knife to end my pain, to forget all the hurt I had been throw, all tears I had hidden, all the black I had worn will represent my dark side, all the unspoken words will be heard by those few who care, I’m starving pointless but will have affect, my standing alone will prove that one can stand against the world ALONE