My world is shattering Walls falling in on me Each bit of care for my life are crumbling one by one I no longer feel anything, I am a shell of a person
I was supposed to take care of you I'm the big sister I failed you I'm sorry
I was your protecter, your bodyguard Now you are no longer on this earth, but you will never be forgotten I guess this means 'God' was in need of your sweet pure soul I hope you don't miss me as much as I miss you, then you would be in pain
As I think of you, I have no regrets You are perfect to me Is this what it feels like? Love? When you care more about someone else's life more than your own? Is this love? I guess so. I love you.
This I just how I would feel if Alyra died. Which, as long as I'm alive, won't happen. Savour the moments when your siblings are young. Because they outgrow you faster than you outgrow them.