Dear Cris,
I thought I loved you once. And it truly was so... but it wasn't meant to be; so I had to let you go.
We even remained friends thinking these feeling would not grow.
I then met the most beautiful person in this entire world!
You begged me for a second chance, but I said it was too late. Then came the moment of weakness that sealed our fate. You kissed me and I kissed you. You loved me and I loved you too. Our bodies were one when I wasn't free...
You didn't ever see the cheater that I started to see in me.
I tried to break up with the most amazing man;
But when I thought about losing him, only then I could understand. It hurt me more than when I had to let you go.
How stupid I was... Holding on tightly to the past.
You know, he fought for me. And he fought hard. So I decided to forget what we did and who I was. I'll spend the rest of my life loving this man. I hope you understand.
His truly,
Jess.