I wash my knives with a brush because the washing machine don’t work on the stains of my flesh I used to take pictures after the deed was done because when the voice would command me next time I hoped I wouldn’t say yes Now it’s nothing but a collage of empty promises and a reminder of how crippled a mind can be My heart tries its best to pump enough blood for my brains to desperately keep breathing but... what can you do when your blood is a neurotoxin Today I learned that the definition of burning isn’t flames but infact just a reaction with oxygen Seems to explain why my blood breathes through gills and also why I feel like I’m being scorched