I want to cry
To give in to my urges
To scream, kick, kiss, and eat

I want to hear my voice
Echo through the walls my singular reality
Shattering my illusions

I want to punch the earth
With the ferocity of a thousand simultaneous lightning storms
Turning the night into the day

I want to push him up against the wall
No thoughts
No objections
Just us
And the spark of what could be

I want to eat my way through a meal
Without fears of what I’ll gain
Of what I’ll have to feel guilty about
Later

I want to say
Yes
To let the dam break inside me
To let the monster roar
To hear the gasps of those around me
And think
“I’m free”