Ive always had trouble expressing myself
Because no one ever listened
No one ever noticed
Im so much more than my short comings and failures
Im a 5 year old princess at heart twirling under pink skies
Throwing sprinkles and running around rainbows
I love my family more than I love myself
Even when im sobbing in the dark my mind wanders to what could be happening in the world around me
I like animals more than people because no animal has caused me heart ache
I smile so you wouldn’t be burdened with my self hatred
Im the type of girl who ask for pictures of dogs to make me feel better
And I only accept the love I deserve
And I don’t really think I deserve love at all