In that last moment was the first time I felt at peace. I actually smiled before the crash knowing I would be underneath This cold harsh world that never gave me all that I have given to it But it didn’t end how I wanted to, for it ended deeper in a pit Not only physically but mentally I am deeper in my head And the flame that once guided me through the darkness is finally dead Now I am driving uncontrollably down this scary road So **** it why not since “you’re not worth saving” is what I am constantly told