I just wish things could go back to the way they used to be
Life was great
Well not exceptionally
I could be me
Except it wasnt me
I just refused to see i was bleeding
When it hurt i just stole some ****
And light it up
The fill a cup
With the lie you fed to me
Till I lit it up found the truth
And smoked up all my dreams
I went up in flames
Now I'm searching fame
Want to hear crowds chanting my names
But first I gotta make a name
Cause without it he'll come back
Blame you for all I did
When it wasnt your fault,
I acted like a kid,
A kid grown up
On insane dreams and amphetamines
Cause it gave me ambition
Enough to rule the world
But it left me there wishing
That I knew why
So I could answer my cries
But I knew all along
I would just rather die
Cause the sober dreams were always a lie
But these coked out nights always settled the fights
That I had with me
When I flipped
Changed over
To a whole new guy
Because you got me ****** up
And I feel the need to fly
Cause I already feel like I'm up in the sky
Blacked out so I can spend some time with god
Up in the light
But just for tonight
And let my body flow
Cause now he can vibe
Through life
Through pain
The only one he needs is that sweet *******
Never caring where he goes
But that ****'s not quite right
It's my own **** hide
My *** on the line
Always ready to **** myself
Bent over some dumb ****
So I wont ne smart enough to know I'm not fine
So I'll stretch myself far and wide
So I can blame him for everything I do before I die