Ripping my throat out of my body as if it were the edge of some paper So i would scream buh u could not hear Feel the sound waves and this it was wind right How am i expected to breathe with air being taken from me My blurry vision Tears that make me look weak how tf am I supposed to breathe Gasping from a vaccum March 19th I couldnt decide between hurt and happy If I submerged my body inwater would it wash my sins away If I sat under the water holding my breathe looking up at the light will it began to get brighter .