I am more than the belt shaped bruises that you roughly painted into my skin; Shading darker colours to where the cold metal ridges cut into my back Red is caused by the propensity of isolated particles to backscatter light more forcefully in the blue. …..It should never have been caused by you. I should not be veiled with a thick gauze of scar tissue Forming ugly purple and red ridges into my complexion. I should not bear the full weight of my past as I take off my clothes And see the colour red embellishing my limbs. But I do, and for as long as I live, I shall.