and i want to cry now
but the gut feeling wont let me
it also wont let me see the bright side
the real situation behind those emotions
sinking me
which i cant seem to control
and never get myself out until it settles
and i leave the weak way out

its just that /// understanding
im so angry i dont want to keep it inside anymore
please leave me please while im here
shaking and you cant seem to do
anything else but blame yourself
and explain your pain

you know baby
i never ever wanted this to last so long
cause its too irritating
to even save us
and you expect me to withstand it all