I feel sick every ******* time I think of you
My heart pounds in my throat
I don't want to remember
I don't want to feel alone
At times like this I really wonder
Was it worth the lessons learned
Im not sure if i will survive this
or if my sanity will ever return
Because you were all I new
Aside from a life time of pain
and I thought that when I met you
The pain had finally gone away..
But we've grown apart
And it hurts everyday
I wish so badly that something could take this pain away..