Remember a time when you had feelings,
I’m sure you can remember once or twice,
When you lost control of yourself,
And with dissapointment, you paid the price
To find someone who understood,
The traits of your self-being,
A person with striking qualities,
A person who gives you meaning
But to this day I have failed,
To find a person who cares,
A person who truly gives a damn
A person as much as I do them
And every time I try to figure out,
If this person could give me meaning,
I am always left in pieces in end,
My heartbeat is forever screaming
And so I wonder why I even try,
Because I can’t imagine a situation,
Where I can let my emotions be free,
Not subject to constant cremation
One day this might change,
My emotions I will tame,
But right now in the present,
My heartbeat screams the same.