Here I sit crying looking at my life to contemplate all the wrongs that I’ve done to the one that I loved for fear of losing her it’s too hard to bear my life has been turned upside down for fear of drowning my heart is broken  and it’s no one‘s fault but my own fear trusting. Fully loving my fault my body is drained my mind is insane tired of hiding tired of playing games just want her to share the same just want My partner in crime to be there till the end of time loveMe no matter what even if it means killing me in the end