I am taught to obey your every command. You ask me to move away, many a mile, to loyally do your bidding, by killing. Hey mama! When am I allowed to smile?
Across the partition, I see my kin. I am asked to rewrite their fates. I put a bullet in a husband, a father. Who will answer for me at the gates?
The smell of molten lead when I charge. The smell of searing flesh as I flee. My life will never be the same again. Hey mama! Will you take care of me?
A sudden gush of incomparable love, engulfs me as I walk in the door. The music of my little girl giggling; Hey mama! Will I hear it once more?
The mud, soaked with my brothers' blood. Innumerable, with their heads askew, breathe their last for a cause so trivial. Hey mama! Does it look right to you?