He’s been on my mind They say that time heals all wounds but He’s been on my mind for so long Thought that I was done I didn’t want to fall in love I’ve learnt my lesson from ‘the one’
Your golden eyes are holding mine Like I never thought I could be Held like that Held like that And then you smile with those summer eyes And I’m shining like I didn’t know I could Know I could And it’s 3am and the thought keeps ringing
I can’t wait till I see you again Don’t know what I’ll say I’m afraid I’ll want you to stay Golden eyes to chase me from sleep Maybe this is all it is So I thank you for the dream I lay and I watch wall flowers like they’ve watched me Catch the moment Feel it set you free
You’ve been on my mind I try to stop myself reaching for you You’ve been on my mind On top of all his memories I know I can trust you But I don’t trust falling again I can see you falling for me too
I play it over in my mind Your gentle touch,warm by my side Didn’t think I’d be okay like that I’m ok like that All the fear I’ve learnt from men I forget when I’m in your hands Like I never thought I could Ever do And it’s 3am and the thought keeps ringing
I can’t wait till I see you again Don’t know what I’ll say I’m afraid I’ll want you to stay Golden eyes to chase me from sleep Maybe this is all it is So I thank you for the dream I lay and I watch wallflowers like they’ve watched me Cath the moment Feel it set you free
And I’m not doubtless Is this all too soon? Am I still too bruised? Is what’s left of me Enough for us? Enough for you?
And it’s 3am and the thought keeps ringing.
One of the most treasured things you’ve ever said to me is that you never regretted kissing me that night. I wrote this at 3am, just after you left, that very first time.