My heart pounding in my ears reminds me of running water Echoing in an empty room The chill circulating through me Like glass shattering and disappearing in the grains of sand Why do I have these tools in my hands? It aches It burns It hurts so much Feeling a thousand needles in my numb shins The pain has always had the win When being imprisoned feels like a sin Weighed down enough for the echoes to drive you insane Living in a place you donβt understand The sorrow too deeply etched to erase Your mind forces you to stay With the flooding water flowing down your face To be familiar with a fate that never ends Never sways And with eyes clouded With bruised flesh greedy for pain The heart will give all its useless love away