Lets just be honest and say what we are Were lonely broken hearts telling ourselves everyday life gets better while it only gets worse the closet I've come to church in 3 years has been brief pieces of heaven gone before morning let's be honest were just going to catch feelings **** and delete each others numbers because that's the kind of hallow people we've become starving for love yet never accepting it until it's too late forever staring at heavy metal questioning to push the pedal and let the brain matter stain the ceiling alas we'd never to much at stake to meet an untimely fate how can you coexist to my hunger to be great when my ambition is at stake Every night I lay awake killing myself over what I can't change I don't know how to love myself so asking me to love you is so foreign