He is my light Oh sorry Was my light The light that guided me in my darkest moments Ever since he died I have been veering off away from my path Veering away from loved ones Changing my self to cope with pain Veering away from friends Locking my door Not drinking or eating Hoping those nights Were my last Sulking in my bed alone While my fears surround me Ignoring the pain But when I cry It all comes out The memories come flushing in Like hurricane Katrina But faster and more violent Since Richard is gone, I am all alone