the three best abstract expressionists; Gorky; Rothko & *******; two hangings & a car crash; self- destruction was never so cool; young girls & their mothers moved to tears; Yukio Mishima, Plath, Dean, Arbus, the greatest creative minds of their or any other generation, cutters all & dating the fashion model who spends time in the can blowing syrup cuz she never eats; the poets sits at the table smoking a joint writing, sketching; she gets in the shower to wash off the sweat & *****; my cross-dressing neighbor shoots dope & beats his kids; models are so interchangeable one can a different model every day & its like the same girl; one can marry a fashion model & still not be able tell her apart from her friends; models mostly date rock stars & rich intellectuals; poets & painters get stuck w/ strippers & other painters but it's okay; we're all junkies, alcoholics, great lovers, confused genius David Foster Wallace did the world a favor by hanging himself; Francesca Woodman like the angel she always wanted to be disappeared altogether & yet strangely remained beautiful; her photography proves it; the model genius