you fill your pockets full of sorrow and hope things look better tomorrow words won't come and tears can't wait in the back of your mind it's already too late there's no hope here, no light can't get through the darkest night there's no future, no faith that you can find so you push those words to the back of your mind "tumor...inoperable... 6 months to live." it's not fair, all the things you were ready to give the joy, the love, feels like it's been ripped away how can you go on another day when it's all been in vain and you know nothing but pain and you pray, every night that there is a light and more to life than what you know a place where you can go when it's all said and done somewhere beyond the sun