they sent ashes to his widow with a letter of apology told her how brave he was, for serving his country how quick a sob turned to a wail for the sweet soldier who had fell he fought and died for what he felt was right and left his lady lost in the night "I promise I won't be away for long, before you know it, I'll be home." words echoing through her ears she feels like drowing in these tears because he promised, he never lied she felt betrayed because he died the laugther, the love, there was plenty and now she's numb, feeling empty because this can't be true she vividly remembers eyes so blue and a smile that reached the corners of her soul he made her feel alive, free and whole she touches her stomach, and knows she must go on because it's not just her, she's not alone there's a child coming, any day now and she has to be strong somehow for the little one who will also grieve for a father who isn't here, who had to leave