December, freezing... even the stars feel cold spun from the stories he knew, the ones he told and he can't feel his hands, his feet and there's a slowness in his heartbeat but he keeps holding on, praying for the sun and hoping he won't come undone but he's lost... in the wild trying to find his wife and child but it's so cold, his breath seems to freeze and he can't walk anymore, he's on his knees their car broke down, twelves miles back and the night's too dark, everything turns black and they wandered off, he heard them talking and he was in front of them, he just kept walking trying to find some warmth, some shelter from the snow and they just seemed to vanish, where did they go? and he's been walking in circles, for hours now thinking he will find them, some way, somehow but his fingers are numb, right down to the bone and he feels the lights around him, calling him home there's no time here, just wide & empty space he feels the tears freezing to his face and he calls out for them, until his voice goes hoarse if only he could see their footsteps, track their course he just wants to close his eyes and sleep who knew the forest could go this deep? they stopped to rest by an old tree and it would be the last thing he would see his family frozen together, child and mother at the end they had each other and so he curls his body around them, says a pray and hopes that it's over soon and that he will be there