what is joy? is it music in your headphones? is it the face of a little boy? is it feeling renewed strength in your bones? is it laughing for the first time in forever? is it being applauded for your part in a play? is it knowing that your past is in the place of never? is it giving love to a stray? i believe that joy is all of these and none at all, joy is found in god and god alone, joy is found in something small, maybe joy is something we'll find when we're grown.